Post Date 1/29/04 9:09 pm
Topic: Last meal syndrome
The insurance approval process was tough on me. I was terrified that I would not qualify with a bmi of 39, on the basis of co-morbidities. I found myself consciously eating to intentionally gain weight for the first time in my life. I think I finally found something that I have a real talent for.

Thank goodness my approval went through in about 3 weeks--I gained 10 lbs in that length of time! I'd like to shed that before surgery to maximize the surgery impact, but now I have this voice saying "Pretty soon you won't be able to enjoy this ...."

Am I the only one fighting this battle??