I walked down the hall and began my new life. One where I have had ups and downs on the scales, big & small victories, and my life improved immensely. I am not the same woman I was.

This year so much has happend that has changed my life. The pain of losing my dear ones has changed my focus in life. I am a stress eater- my brain didn't have surgery- my stomach did. I try to take care of my needs, and not focus on the fact that so much that I had hoped for will never be.I will never see my grandson wed, have children or become a fireman. 

I can enjoy walking without a cane; I can exercise, and enjoy it; I am off 16 medications; I even parsailed in Hawaii this year~something I NEVER thought I'd do!!!!! I will never be a size 6, but I can be happy that I am no longer a size 26!!!!!

 I think more of others, and how we need to live each day to the fullest. I think of all those who suffer as I have and just need a word of encouragement. I think of how to help others to believe in themselves and how important it is to forgive & forget. The small things don't mean as much to me. I focus on the treasures we have- I can do so much I never thought I could. I am working on myself and not trying to change others to suit me. I am less critical and more sensitive to others needs & feelings. I can accept that life isn't perfect, neither are people, but we CAN love each other, even if we don't like what their choices are.
 I want to thank you all for loving me thru all of this- all of the changes I go thru are sifted thru God's hands. My faith in Him and belief is what carries me threw the storms.
I am so grateful for your support,friendship, & love.
BIG (((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) of gratitude & love,
Ellen