Congrats on losing most of the gained weight! I am also 2 years out as of this weekend
. About 6 months ago, I went in to have a slight unfill because out of the blue, I was getting heart burn and I freaked. Well when the issue was resolved with the unfill, I decided not to go back and have any put back in (they took out 1cc, which was a lot for me because I didn't have much in there to begin with).....well today (6 months later), I went back for a fill because I finally had to admit that I'm having trouble sticking with only eating the qty I should be eating....I kept telling myself that I should be able to do this, "normal" people can eat a WHOLE sandwich, no problem, so it's okay that I can now too....WRONG - between being able to eat more than I was eating and also eating things I knew I shouldn't be eating at all - I've gained 15 pounds since my last visit 6 months ago. So I totally relate to being in denial - and starting today - I chose to use the band as it was intended and get a small fill (.5 cc) to get the help that I clearly STILL need!
Wishing you continued success :)