Post Date: 1/31/12 5:52 am I have to say that I'm excited, anxious and very nervous all at the same time. I have a 7 year old son, and an almost 5 year old girl. I want to be healthy to be able to get them more active and help them be healthy. I want to get on the floor and play with them and go for bike rides....
Those things I'm absolutely looking forward to and my heart wants to burst out of my chest when I think of doing those things with them.
And of course there's the downside of it. You always wonder, what if....I don't wake up.... and that part scares me.
But I have a wonderful husband who is going to be there with me. My parents are taking the kids, and I am so very fortunate to have that.
That being said, I have to be on Boost for 2 weeks. Bring it on!!!!! I know it won't be easy, I know I may not enjoy it, but I'm determined. Boost for 2 weeks, heck I'd do it for 3 if I had to. I've waited long enough, am prepared enough and will not ruin this opportunity at a 2nd chance.
(that was my war roar just in case you were wondering...LOL)
It boggled my mind how many people were in that final meeting, who aren't ready for this. I mean, the internet is an awesome tool. I've logged about 150 hours researching my surgery. I don't think most people are as OCD about something. And maybe it's me, but I think some people set themselves up to fail by thinking there's hardly any work required from them to reach their goals.
Anyways, I'm grabbing this surgery by the horns and I'll be damned if I don't come out the winner!
LOL I'm in a mood...and not even on Boost yet!! LOL
I'll post when I get back home on the 27th.
~Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are good is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.
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