Oh Charlene you described exactly the way I felt! I was so afraid. I thought HOW on earth would I be able to go to that meeting by myself? Well, I'll tell you. I found a way to go and be somewhat comfortable. I contacted OH and volunteered my services to photograph the event. That way I could feel a little bit of comfort...hiding behind my camera. Here I am wearing a shirt that I spent a long time making. It has my before picture on it, my surgery date and weight loss. I sure wish I knew where that shirt was now. By this time at the event, I didn't care if I had a camera or not. LOOK AT THE SMILES ON OUR FACES! They aren't little smiles, they are HUGE smiles.

Then we had the luau party. I remember Charlene from that party because she was glowing.

I've posted this picture before but you'll see Charlene on the right. See the smiles???

I can't tell you how much energy there was at this event. There was another woman I got to know and has a laugh that everyone LOVES. Miss Connie!

And then Ramon. I even photographed him from the dimple side!

And for those that don't know, Eric Klein is the CEO of Obesity Help and he's the second from the right next to me. I swear he looks the same now...he doesn't age!

I remember coming home from the event and a really bizarre thing happened, This may sound strange but when I had surgery my cats would lay on me because they do that when my emotions are elevated...good or bad. When I walked in the door I had bags of stuff and camera stuff and I just dropped it in the floor. All 4 cats came running up to me and circled around my feet. My energy was off the scale. I remember feeling more confident after that event too because I was still a fat girl in my head. I'm still a fat girl in my head some days but it gets better little by little. The thing I learned is that it was OK to speak to people in the elevator or in the hallway and they would speak back!
Thanks Charlene for your post....and you DO hug back and you hug back REAL GOOD! The same goes for me! If you see me first, run up and hug me!
hugs, Y