I'm right there with you. As each day passes the butterflies get bigger and bigger. Like you, I know this is what I have to do. I am just so afraid of being the one that does not wake up from surgery, or being the one that does not lose the weight. I have to do this for me and my daughter. Nothing is more important to me than being here to see her grow. I will be praying for the both of us.
Sorry, to hear about your uncle. Great job on sticking to your pre-op diet!
HT: 5'4" HW: 251 SW: 237 CW: 172 GW: 135
"You can control how much water you drink, how much protein/carbs/cals you consume, and how much you exercise. FOCUS on those and not the scale, because no matter how hard we try, we do not control the scale." ~ acbbrown