I hope you guys don't mind me blogging this stuff hear. It helps me to identify and admit my moments. And I feel like some of you guys will totally understand what I'm experiencing.
This one isn't related to me eating, but it's definite evidence of the way the compulsiveness takes over my brain.
I was watching a TV show and someone entered carrying a cake in a bakery box. I lost all track of the plot and didn't hear another word of dialogue b/c I was thinking about the cake, what it looked like, when they'd eat it, etc. My husband made a comment about the show and I snapped out of it and realized that I had completely zoned out at the sight of a damn bakery box.
I'm just going to keep working on my brain. Filling it with good thoughts, healthy ideas, etc.
VSG on 2/1/12 with Dr. Halmi