I'm right there with you!! My surgery is in 1 week and this morning I woke up more than an hour before my alarm really feeling the nerves. I can only imagine what you went through with the lap band. I'm so sorry you had to go through it. It is stories like yours that convinced me the sleeve is right for me. The permanence is very scary, but we have to do something permanent or we will never be able to maintain a normal weight. What keeps me going is knowing that no one seems to have regrets about getting a VSG...unless it is wishing they had done it earlier The issues people have are early on and have to do with the normal healing process and adjusting to a new diet. If we do everything our surgeons tell us to do, I know we will both be fine. WE CAN DO THIS!!
Keep breathing...you will be on the other side soon! Hugs!