I have my surgery date

October 14th.     Mixed emotions after todays meeting with the surgeon.

After meeting with surgeon I cannot even call for date. Need more time to sort out if I can proceed. I am scared. 

My reaction was automatically, "Congratulations! How exciting!" I'm sorry you are having mixed emotions. Are you not comfortable with the surgeon? the procedure? If you're open with the forum, I bet you'll find someone has felt or gone through the very same thing and has come out the other side fantastically well.

Best wishes!!!!!

MINES 10/15/15 IN TIJUANA MEXICO W/ DR PONCE DE LEON

Every time I met with my surgeon leading up to surgery, I had a mini freak out afterward. It is very scary and normal to be kinda ambivalent. But that doesn't mean it's not worth doing!!!

now that the initial freak out.. I am doing great and looking forward to it.