Topic: RE: Random Update with Honesty (1year4months out) --I'm 1 year and 4 months out from my surgery.
-- I started at 320.6lbs and at the time of this post I am at 182.
--I am on pace to hit my doctor's goal at the right time. (175)
--I have never stalled except for one month when I switched to Actos over Metformin. (I have PCOS.) Switched back and lost steadily again. (Actos causes water retention.)
--The surgery is seriously a miracle of modern science. It works.
--Sometimes I'm scared I'll get anorexic, though I know this is irrational. I love to eat.
--I eat junk.
--Often.
--I just don't eat much junk at a time.
--After 6 months of HARDCORE journaling, I freed myself. I doubt I have gotten all my protein in since that time.
--I don't pee as much, which probably means I'm dehydrated a little bit. But I do try to drink a lot.
-- I sometimes drink carbonated beverages, but not often. It's a total novelty now.
-- I don't desire sugar, whereas before, I CRAVED it constantly. Now I couldn't care much less.
-- Most of my bad eating habits are fixed, because most of them revolved around eating TOO MUCH.
--Now I eat exactly what I want, but it's such a small amount.
--I do try to make sure I chose protein items first in my meals.
-- I don't usually order things or eat things without protein in them unless it's my day off. (Sunday - I have one day off and usually allow myself a treat or two. With a stomach this small though, the treat becomes the whole meal. I try to make up for those with protein shakes.)
-- I am SO happy with my weight loss. I never imagined I would be so successful so quickly.
-- I still feel obese even though I know I am not. I believe this is due to the saggy belly skin. The body shape looks the same to me in the mirror, so it's hard to realize sometimes how much smaller I actually am.
-- My husband picks me up all the time now, especially during intimate moments.
--Sometimes I miss eating large amounts of food. But I know it's all in my head.
-- My life has started over.
-- I feel like I am living the teen years I never got to experience:
-I'm flirting with guys (hubby's cool)
-Guys flirt with me constantly
-I got drunk for the first time in my life (was always too big before to really feel any effects of alcohol)
-- I still get light headed occasionally when I stand up. The doc says it's probably b/c of the weight loss and my legs sometimes have trouble pushing the blood up that quickly. It used to be worse, so it has definitely improved.
-- I was on a running program but then had some lower back pain so the doctor advised me to do low impact until they can give me a steriod shot for a bulging disc!!! Can you believe that? So now I'm about to join the gym so I can do spinning.
-- I got dehydrated one time during a stressful week where my cat almost died and was in and out of the vet. He's ok. But I didn't realize how behind I had gotten on my eating/drinking until I felt nauseous every day. I learned after talking to my surgeon assistant that you just have to eat/drink though the nausea and soon you'll catch up, but it's harder for us than for people with normal stomachs obviously.
-- People still tell me every day that I look like I'm losing weight. It's been over a year. It never gets old.
-- I no longer have a butt.
-- I do want a tummy tuck and arm tucks eventually.
-- If you're thinking about having the surgery, just do it. But do follow the rules. And if you break them, make sure you do them at least 90% of the time. At least UNDERSTAND them. We're all different. You'll find what works for you.
--This totally worked for me.