Going for it. :fairy:

I have had some great news and yet a bit sad I guess. A Great Uncle I never knew passed away and left me some money. That's the sad part his passing. The great part is I plan on moving to Nevada and while I get my divorce and wait for the person I want to spend time with to be able to join me. I plan on having a gastric bypass done. I have never cheated on my husband. I just can't live with the man I blame for causing me to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I can hire a nursing service to care for me and have it set up before the operation. With an apartment not too far from the hospital. I just hope that it will not take too long to get in and have it done. I want to be well healed when he gets back. He has to be out of the country for 6 to 7 more months and I don't know that it will turn into more than friends but that's ok. I don't know that I want it to. I just want to look on the outside like I feel on the inside.