Chewing and Spitting
The only time I've ever spit something out is if I realize it is that "one bite too many" and swallowing it will make me sick, sick, sick.
I have never done it just to taste something. I hope your sharing your story will wake some people up.
I have never done it just to taste something. I hope your sharing your story will wake some people up.
Sharyn, RN
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RIP, DADDY ~ 9/2/1934 - 1/25/2012
Thanks for sharing Jackie. I appreciate any knowledge about the other side of the eating disorder coin.
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Thank you for putting your story out there Jackie, I agree that it is not a healthy thing and can be a slippery slope indeed.
When I was 17, I went on a liquid diet for almost six months. Anyone who has been on a liquid diet for a few weeks can imagine how much I was craving real, solid food. I felt like I was completely INSANE, no exaggeration. I couldn't think about anything but food, and I would stand over the sink and eat whatever I could get my hands on when my parents weren't home - cheese sandwiches were my favorite, chewing and spitting out the whole thing over the sink, fighting the urge to swallow, disgusted with myself and lack of self-control and really angry that I, unlike all my friends, could not eat like a normal person and not be fat. I was fortunate that I did not develop builimia from this, but there was NOTHING normal about this behavior, which went on for about a month. I never ever want to experience that temporary insanity that came over me in that phase.
Now, if I want something, I'll build it into my daily intake. Or find a substitute that I can eat that gives me whatever feeling it is that I'm craving.
When I was 17, I went on a liquid diet for almost six months. Anyone who has been on a liquid diet for a few weeks can imagine how much I was craving real, solid food. I felt like I was completely INSANE, no exaggeration. I couldn't think about anything but food, and I would stand over the sink and eat whatever I could get my hands on when my parents weren't home - cheese sandwiches were my favorite, chewing and spitting out the whole thing over the sink, fighting the urge to swallow, disgusted with myself and lack of self-control and really angry that I, unlike all my friends, could not eat like a normal person and not be fat. I was fortunate that I did not develop builimia from this, but there was NOTHING normal about this behavior, which went on for about a month. I never ever want to experience that temporary insanity that came over me in that phase.
Now, if I want something, I'll build it into my daily intake. Or find a substitute that I can eat that gives me whatever feeling it is that I'm craving.
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on 1/20/10 11:43 am - .., WA
on 1/20/10 11:43 am - .., WA
Well, I have only done this a few times. Naturally, I hope no problems rise up. This makes me wonder though, what about our remnant stomach? Is it getting ready for food and creating a problem? I never thought about that.