Post Date: 2/11/12 9:39 pm I'm paranoid, so I have a lot of irrational fears like:
I'm afraid I'll wake up one morning, completely forget I had the surgery and eat like 5 bowls of cereal, at which point I'll blow up.
But in all seriousness I fear:
- Iron deficiencies. I'm already anemic, so having this surgery made me even more nervous about it.
- Going through all of this and still never losing enough weight to be at a healthy BMI.
- Losing the weight then gaining it back PLUS more.
- Rupturing my new stomach.
- Dying before I can lose the weight. That was a huge one for me. I started at 460 lbs, and when you're told you probably don't have 5 years to live... well, that has a way of scaring the living bat crap out of you.
I just find solace in the fact that all of the above can be avoided if I keep a watchful eye on my intake and exercise.