Post Date: 11/23/11 8:18 am I'm very sorry to hear this and I know you feel stuck in a loop that you can't get out of right now! It's awful when you don't feel well and then feel so out of control.
The first priority, in my opinion, is to try and get better control of your blood sugars. Most surgeons won't do surgery on you, I would thin****il that is better under control. Do you have an endocrinologist that you work with on a regular basis or is most of your care coming from the ER when in crisis? If it's the ER, you are only going to get emergency, not long-term, care. And that is going to keep you stuck in this cycle you are in.
You need a good endocrinologist to start working on this issue with you right away, and you need to commit yourself to working at this in a very focused and deliberate way. It's probably going to take a while to bring everything down and under control and you might need to try a number of different medicines and methodologies (perhaps the pump) to get you there. You will likely remain frustrated for a while, but your efforts will pay off if you and your doctor can work together. Small steps matter and can lead to big things, but you need to sustain the effort, be honest with yourself and your doctor, and listen to direction and feedback from your healthcare team.
Yes, your weight will continue to go up with lots of insulin. Believe me, I know that cycle well myself. But, right now, you need to improve your control first. Once that happens, then you can begin thinking about WLS surgery. Perhaps you need to consider something more than the band? I think it's probably too early to even go there.
Please find an endocrinologist. And keep us posted.