I'm glad things started looking up for you as the day went on. Sometimes just getting out of bed is half the battle, isn't it? And when it just feels like NO ONE understands how freakin' TERRIBLE you feel, and you just want to bite them for being such pains in the asses... yea. BTDT! I know it sounds trite, but just keep pushing yourself as much as you can. It WILL get better.
About 6 weeks after my DS, I decided to back on anti-depressants after having been off them for a couple years. I needed something to help even out my mood. It's helped immensely. I've had a few breakthrough blues and fits of anger, but overall my mood has been a lot more even since going back on them. I think it's slowed down my weight loss a little, but I'd rather be sane and fatter than crazy and skinny.
"If television's a babysitter, the Internet is a drunk librarian who won't shut up." -cat and girl
5'6" HW 325 / SW 317 / CW 214 / First Goal 190 | Century Club 09/19/2011