I come from a long line of obesity. I am not convinced it is all genetic, but at the same time, I do blame my genetics for my weight to an extent. I am pretty good at saying no to sugars. Like most others, I get sweet tooths and want all sweets I can get my hands on, but I quickly become sick and stop. Quickly as in, I can eat no more than 2 Oreos or literally 1 piece of Sees candy before getting the pains in my jaw from it being too much. I can eat a whole bag of Skittles though in a heartbeat. Luckly I have the will power to pass them up at the store or I really would be in trouble. When I go to the gym and watch what I eat, nothing happens. I did Zumba for almost 6 months 3 times a week and lost 5 lbs. I had my best success doing HCG. I was single and living alone at the time. I lost 25 lbs. I gained about 5 back in the 12 week period between the drops. I had just started round 2 and 5 days into it found out I was pregnant. I am generally around 255 lbs, I got down to 208 doing HCG and was 213 starting round 2. I gained 65 lbs in my pregnancy and have only lost 20 of them. I did manage to get down from 255 to 245 right before the Holidays. I went back to 256 after the New Year and we decided to go pescatarian on December 28th. Ive done great at sticking with the diet, but Im gaining weight out of control on it. I have no idea why! I am eating so much healthier and have gained 5 lbs in the last two weeks. I am beyond frustrated at this point. Now I really feel defeted and that with everything I do, nothing works.
My Aunt had Gastric in 2002, another Aunt had it in 2001, my Mom had it in 2007. All lost a lot of weight and gained a lot back. My cousin has the band going on 7 years now. She has many issues swallowing. This is my biggest concern. Being there when my Mom had gastric done, I have really learned to eat slow, take small bites and chew chew chew. It seems that my cousin does the same thing, yet her food sticks. Like many other stories I have read, this is common. So is the problem of not being able to eat or drink anything in the morning hours. She cant eat or drink before Noon any day. She isnt hungry either.
I am now between trying Weigh****chers 360 & getting banded (Lap or Realize). I feel like Weigh****chers will just delay getting banded for me. I could give it a 3 month shot, but its money and time. I know that sounds Debbie Downer-ish, but its hard to be optimistic when nothing has worked in the past. I am HORRIBLE about logging my food and water. I do it for a few days and then quit. I am horrible at sticking with "diets" but if I can eat what I want (of course limits on bad stuff) then thats so much easier for me. I have no problem going out to eat and eating something good for me, but I will never remember to log it anywhere. I am going to try to go to my first seminar Saturday. I am between two locations, but havent had the nerve yet to make the call. I am excited for my journey ahead whether it be banded or on Weigh****chers.
If anyone has any advice, I am open to hear it all!