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Keep thinking about this homework and how I Fear that it wont be completed the way it is supposed to be and therefore having my surgery pushed back or even denied. I have worked damn hard to get where I am today, no smoking, no junk food, no candy, no fast food, and thru all this I have lost 33 pounds. I don’t do well with stress and this is really stressing me out.
All I can do is write what I think I should and hope its satisfactory.
I am honestly having serious issues with this homework. I feel the surgery I desperately need hinges on this homework. I am finding it near impossible to write daily about my feelings and negative thinking. I dont have negative thoughts about eating. I made the decision last year to change my lifestyle and I did, and I have stuck to it. I am now completely stressed out from this homework you gave me. This homework being mandatory has me thinking I have to have negative thoughts, so now I think there is something wrong with me because I dont.and my last entry:
Last entry in this part of my homework and I am off to bed early as I am heading to Windsor tomorrow. I am scared and excited at the same time. Part of me thinks that what I have done in these 2 exercises will not be enough to convince you that I am ready for the surgery. I can assure you I am ready. I have had lots of time to think about my choices in life including this surgery. I have come so far from where I was just 9 months ago. 9 months ago I went out of my way to put crap into my body. I did not care what I ate or how much I ate. Today I think about everything that goes into my mouth. The way I used to eat is in the past. My portions are smaller, they are healthier choices for the most part and I feel a lot better than I did just 9 months ago. Stairs dont hurt nearly as much as they used to.FYI: They read EVERY page you write