Dear OH pals~
I am having it rough~
I have gained 30 lbs., I am not taking my metformin, I have been emotionally eating (carbs & carbs), I was fired~"we will have to let you go: you are not what we epected, you lack confidence and make mistakes!" Friends are getting pregnant without trying and others are reporting their friends having children...
I am a mess!
Over the past 2 years I have gone from I am never going to gain again - I am so fat and going to be 289 again!
I am scared and lost!
My yearly is in 2 weeks: I have been hoping to get on clomid but how in the world will they grant me that if~ I am a mess?!
God has a plan and I am just not sure of MYSELF~
Thanks for listening~