Had to have my lapband removed after throwing up everyday for hours at a time. I had had it for 18 months. My friend started calling it the bulimic band. Come to find out my port & band were imbedded in scar tissue. Had surgery yesterday & coming out hurt so much more worse then going in. So scared the weight is going to fly back on but I'm going to do my damndist to keep the 51 pounds off. Well please pray for me to find motivation, willpower & support.
Is it normal to be scared and excited at the same time. I have been wanting this for 18 months now and got so scared I backed off now in the last six weeks I broke it off with my 3 best friends: root beer, Ben & Jerry! I miss them much but not enough to start befriending them again. Any advice?
You may delay, but time will not. You must begin to think of yourself as becoming the person you want to be.