So after starting my journey three years ago I got a call today and my surgery is June 21. I must admit I'm scared and excited but more scared than excited. Some days I feel like I'm ready and some days I want to walk away from this but I try to keep reminding myself of all the benefits having surgery will have on my life.

It doesn't sound like you're jumping into anything without lots of thought.  I think you're going to be very happy.  Having second thoughts is normal.  It's a big decision.

Of course, nobody can make you.  You can decide on June 21st you've changed your mind!

Congratulations--my date is 6/21 too.