pre and post opp then ever in my life. I have never been one to really crave food but man pre and post op have been ridicuiouslou. I can not stop thinking about food. Before I wanted Whataburger but I held out and was fine. After I have been pretty okay because I realize its head hunger but today, totally didnt story. I litereally can not stop thinking about food. I tried to walk, take a nap, etc.. nothing is working. I would be fine if I could have just an egg. I am only 4 days out though so still liquid diet but man I am starving. I truely am this time, I can 100% tell its not head hunger.
I know in the long run I will be happy but I am starting to get a little unhappy right now. I just want something small like an egg, piece of cheese,etc. Ugh I am going insane.
Its so strange that I am doing this now and not before. I am a weird one-though. Dont get me wrong I am extremly overweight but its weird I was average until one year after high school and I gained 60 pounds like in 2 months. All the doctors thought it could be cancer but no everything was fine. So I stayed the same for a few years and then bam I had 4 family memebers die in a 4 month time period and again 60 more pounds. So depression hits bad and I keep gaining here and there. So I talk to a variety of doctors over the years and nothing. So 10 years later I am like okay lets keep trying so I continued Weigh****ers (it worked the best for me) and keep working out but after that year I just gave up. I gave up because I was doing WW perfectly, boot camp 3 days a week and working out otherwise 2-3 extra times. Nothing was happening at all measurements or weight-wise. My doctors were stumped.
So I decided okay one more big kick.. so I went to the Biggest Loser Resort and ate max 1200 calories aday and worked out from 9am-7pm.. I LOVED IT.
Again they doctors there were stumped because someone my size should have lost 10 or more pounds but no... I barely lost 5 pounds. I never cheated, never did anything different then what I was suppose to. My doctors (all 9 I was visiting now) were blown away as well. I have had NUT follow to so I could prove that I wasnt lying about what I eat and they to thought omg whats happening here.
So finally idea was for me to get the sleeve. So I am praying every day this works because right now with how hungry I am I am not happy. :(