Want to make myself throw up. 6 yrs out

Sleeved in 09, from 320 to 165. Over 3 years gained slowly to 200. Once I over ate and made myself barf because it hurt. Years ago. Last night made myself barf because too full from a cookie. Now i just ate a meal and want to do it again. 

It sounds like its time to start weighing and recording your food again to get back on track.  You should have lots of restriction and you know how to do it!  You've got this.

Carol

Do not go down that road.  Bulimia is a very serious disease.  I would recommend making a meal plan, measuring your food and finding a good therapist.

Good luck!

Yeah I just want to back up what the others are saying. You say you want to do it again like you have a compulsion to do it. That is the start of an eating disorder. Please seek help. Eating disorders can be common after WLS. I wish the best of luck in your struggles.

It's very easy to slip from one eating disorder into another - they're just opposite sides of the same coin.  At 320 lbs. you probably engaged in compulsive overeating or binge-eating.  Now you're looking at trading compulsive eating for bulimia.  It doesn't sound like you've ever fully addressed the underlying issues that cause you to use food as a coping tool.  

Please get yourself to a therapist who specializes in eating disorders.  And look into Overeater's Anonymous.  It's a free 12-step program for anybody with disordered eating, whether it be anorexia, bulimia or compulsive eating.  

Good luck