At 4 weeks out, there are definitely some days I have regretted it. I had a rare complication that I haven't really seen mentioned here.
I felt pretty good for about the first 10 days after surgery, then I started having terrible pain in my abdomen that wouldn't go away. At first, myself and my surgeon just thought it was constipation, so I did milk of magnesia and miralax and when I was no longer constipated, the pain was still there. I cried every night because the pain was worse at night when I tried to sleep. I couldn't get comfortable no matter what I did. I got about 3 hours of sleep in 4 days. I called my surgeon again the next day and he agreed something just wasn't right and this was not normal recovery pain. He is 2 1/2 hours away, so he said to find a nearby hospital that was a bariatric center of excellence and get to the ER for a CT scan. Luckily, I went and had the scan. It turns out that everything was good with my sleeve, but I had blood clots buried pretty deep in my superior mesenteric vein and also the main and right portal veins.
They said there was nothing I could have done to prevent this from happening, it is different than getting blood clots in your legs from not moving enough after surgery. The danger is that the blood supply to my bowels will be cut off and my bowels will die. Even though they didn't touch these areas during the surgery, they say just having any type of surgery can put your body in a hyper coagulant state that can cause this to happen. The thought is that I have a genetic predisposition to a clotting disorder. I have an appointment with a hematologist in a few weeks to be tested and to find out more.
I hope someday when I don't feel sick all of the time, I will grow to love my sleeve. I do feel like I am turning a corner. I love that I have lost 29 lbs. in a month, but I hate that food doesn't taste good to me anymore and that I feel weak all the time because every single protein shake I have tried makes me want to vomit.