- HEALTH TRACKER
I am sorry I know how it feels to have a cancelled surgery, my dr. got sick and I went thru the whole thing with all the unsupportive people saying " maybe this is a sign" ...had some fleeting second thoughts over it and a whole lot of anxiety... I know my surgeon has drilled into my head the lifelong relationship he and I will have..so I know the disappointment your going thru..Keep your head up and keep researching to find a new surgeon..My original date was 11.30 and my sleeve date was 12.12.11..so I am fianlly done....I do think everything happens for a reason and I am a believer in GOD, but I dont think god is going to tell you to stay unhealthy...try and kick those anxieties and second guesses out of your head....what I do think is that GOD does look out for us and maybe that dr that cancelled wasnt in the cards for you...so maybe not so much the surgery but the actual surgeon and those around him...
look how far you have come..dont let into the temptation..I was sleeved on monday..think of the pain you went thru...we have sacrified part of our antomy to help with this disease...OBVIOUSLY you are stronger than what you are giving yourself credit for ...86 pounds...thats a kid......
I know when I get to where you are I am going to face the same struggle....food is...MISTAKE ..was our comfort and I am trying to learn the mindset...EAT to LIVE....not living to eat as that only ends up bad..
stay strong fellow sleever!
as a brand newbie I dont know much expect I am wowwed br progress so far!!!!!