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3 days to go!!!
posted on 12/27/09 6:23 pm

I I have three days left until my surgery. It’s all I’ve been thinking about this past week, but at least I had Christmas used for a distraction. It helped out a lot and now it’s just three days away. Christmas was still hard because my family members would be constantly asking me how I feel and Am I ready for surgery. I can tell you I’m trying to keep calm and not let my emotions get the best of me, but it’s hard. I keep going back and forth feeling nervous, anxious, and scared. Nervous because I don’t know how I’m going to feel after the surgery and what the outcome is going to be like for me and on the other hand anxious. And at last I feel anxious to improve my health and to see what I look like months down the road. I’ve read a lot of blogs here on obesity help.com and they said in the end that they don’t regret having the surgery and that they would do it again. Even my primary physician has said her patients that had the surgery have said the same thing. I want to see that for myself. I want to see if I feel the same way. I will let you now.  Scared about the possibilities of what could happen. But then I stop myself from thinking that way and think positive and remind myself that I will be in good hands and also I have God, and my father watching over me. Tomorrow my family and I are going to throw a surprise birthday party for my older sister. She’s turning the big 40.  Her birthday is on the 29th, but we’re going to have it tomorrow so I can attend the party. It was originally on the 29th, but I wouldn’t be able to go because I would be at home doing my pre-op stuff. So that was nice of my nephew to move the date. I will write back when I can.


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