the back burner for NOW . We found out 6-9-08 Bob has Prostate Cancer . It's ok we ned to focus on him for now . Am i pissed YES do i feel selfish YES. We have an appt on the 25th to discuss options for him . Please Pray for us cause we have had our fair share of bad luck this year on 2-9-08 he lost his job . I did have a fantastic birthday though we went to VA Beach . I really am blessed .
What is wrong with me ? I saw good numbers on the scale yesterday & ate like a pig the entire day . Vowing not to i did it anyway does anyone have any answers as to why we undermine ourselves ? Do we not want us to do good ? Did i reward myself for having good numbers ? Whats up with that ? Hmmmm my 1st appt cannot come soon enough next Wednesday here i come .
I'll have 1 lapband please . Ok can we go to the OR like right now actually since i am an early bird we should have started like 5 hrs ago . I want my choice to remain the same i don't want to change my mind anymore . Im told this is "normal" I deserve my old life back the fun happy active healthy me the one that has leaps & bounds of energy & always there & positive for everyone . I want that me for myself (confused yet ) I am .
Wow where do i begin as i tell other people at the begining. I went to the info mtg last night & filled out my paperwork last night. I dropped it off on my way to wk today & WHAM !!!! they called me 15 min later. I have an appt w the surgeon on June 4th . So this fence sitter better decide whats what & very soon .