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I never thought I would be on my way to make me a better me..........
My Story All the Goals I want to acheive @! 1. Not always being the biggest person in the room. 2. Not having people think I’m lazy or eat alot because I’m fat. 3. Busting the seats of my pants. 4. Sweating profusely after walking briskly or long distances. 5. Having to open my car door and lean out just to get things out of my back pocket. 6. Wearing a seat belt comfortably. 7. Being taken seriously as I should by others because I’m no longer fat. 8. Not worrying hours in advance if some new environment I’m going to will have chairs big enough for me i.e. movies, restaurant, someone’s home, (I really hate the plastic lawn chairs the green ones lol, Dr.’s office, etc. 9. Looking as PRETTY as I really am. Not always hearing you have a cute face (what a blow OFF) lol 10. To be able to wear a belt. (tuck My shirt in) 11. Not being inconvenienced by bathroom stalls that are too narrow. 12.Shopping at ANY store I want. You wouldn’t believe how badly I want to shop @ New York and Company.!!!!!!! 13. Seeing my entire body (feet etc.) while standing up. My thighs not rubbing together.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14. Having my boyfriend be able to pick me UP!!!!!! not be bigger than him...... 15. Not being the embarrassing “fat parent” when I go places with my son. 16. Not being the embarrassing “fat girlfriend” when I go places with my boyfriend. (or make people wonder why is he with her) 17. Not being the “life of the party” to distract people from my appearance. 18. Riding roller coasters, go-carts, horses, and bicycles! I haven’t been to Kings Dominion b/c I can't ride the rides**** 19. Not having to eat it all. (Clean plate club) 20. A much improved sex life. 21. Not snoring anymore. 22. Having energy. 23. Being able to be a pretty bride one day!!! Also to cross my LEGS 24. Be able to wear a 2 piece @ the beach (not be afraid to go to the beach) to wear a tank top and shorts I would die for that J 25.Not wanting an SUV because I know secretly it’s the only vehicle that I’m comfortable in. 26.Not feeling like I didn’t get a job, promotion, loan, or anything human-decided thing because of how I look. 27.My family, especially my mom and boyfriend not worrying if I’m going to die soon. 28. Not being afraid I’m having a heart attack every time I feel the slightest chest pain. 29. Living life to the fullest. 30. Have better self esteem love my skin. 31. Exercising 32. To love who I am so that I can love others. 33. Did I mention I really want to be able to tuck my shirt in and wear a belt. 34. Living longer than the AMA says obese people do. 35. To be in the 100's with my weight. 36. to be able to shop from Victoria Secrets To wear a bra and panty set right now it's always mix matched 37. to be able to play with my grandchildren. 38. To finally be able to get a HUG a full complete 2 arm HUG 39. And finally, I want to be able to run in an organized race. I just want to be able to run..?*?!* Every thing in Bold I have completed since starting my journey 06/13/2008.... |