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The cool part is that if you already know me, you know what I am about....If you dont know me you dont have to fight... Once we are friends ,it is forever.... and once there is trust it is total....
I am no different than the next person, a hopeless romantic and a caring human being... Being never married I know one day I can use all my Lifes lessons to find true happiness...
Life isnt about material things , Life is about that feeling you get deep inside knowing you made choices and lived buy them....The choices dont have to be right or wrong you just need to trust that you made them for survival...
My WLS was done for survival . A survival that I felt was worth more than giving up... It wasnt about finding Love or looking good ... It was about me asking for a second chance and using it to live... Its time to live Its time for payback of all I missed and its time to be happy....
why dream on April 3, 2008 7:29 pm
Why Dream
What would you say if you were told not to dream?
What would you do if you were told not to believe?
Told dreaming was nonsense, life is about facts.
You are who you are deal with that.
You can’t aspire for better things.
Because aspirations are only dreams.
Close your eyes, what do you see?
Oh wait those aren’t real, we shouldn’t dream.
What scares me the most if we can’t dream?
I cannot dream so the simple things.
I cannot dream for love, health or a happy life.
I cannot dream for happiness at any price.
Can I dream for peace, can I ask you this?
A better life is all I wish.
If I were the same as you, wouldn’t we be bored.
Without dreams would people’s passions not be explored?
I believe in dreaming it is who I am.
Without dreaming we would have no plan.
Life without dreaming is like a body without a heart.
Without a dream were would your morning start?
I stopped dreaming once, lived life day to day.
Got to a point in life I didn't want to go or stay.
Then I believed in a dream, I believed in me.
Found my friends and they believed.
So don't stop dreaming, for in our darkest hour.
Dreams are what can give us our special powers.
Looking back on our live as the way we live.
If we did not dream then why did we give?
One more thing I ask of you this.
Did you ever dream for that perfect kiss?
Did you ever dream for that perfect life?
But if you don't dream then what gives you the right?
Ron Vasko
2008
9/13/07 on September 13, 2007 10:30 am
Foundation of the Heart
A foundation of a house is built of concrete and stone.
It weathers with time, but never grows old.
Walls in a house are built with lumber and brick.
Meant to stand the test of time because they are so thick.
Now take these virtues and apply them to you.
Look at your past and all you have been through.
You have built the walls around you because of your past.
Built them to be sturdy and meant to last.
Have loves in your life contributed to what you are about.
Have they added the bricks around you or added the grout.
Did they reinforce your heart with there insecurities and flaws.
Was it really your foundation or did they build your walls?
Maybe its time to remove there dreams.
You can still have the house, because you still have the beams.
Walls can come down because your foundation is strong.
Its time to change the wall for you, is that so wrong?
Remember ever wall has windows let me look inside.
Your structure is awesome, you have nothing to hide.
Because walls with no windows grow dark and cold.
Just realize a heart with no sunshine only grows mold.
Learn to trust and the walls will eventually come down.
Take out your hammer and sling it around.
For a person with walls that let in plenty of light.
Can have a house with an absolute beautiful sight.
Remember why you built the walls but don’t forget the doors
You can always step outside and be ready to explore.
Not everyone you fall for has to add bricks to your wall.
Some may add bricks, you can let others fall.
My opinion of a house without a strong foundation or walls.
You must keep the foundation but you can tear down what is small.
It’s not fair to others because the past won’t let them in.
Offer them a hammer let them begin.
One swing at time as the bricks come tumbling down.
See a house can stand with fate and not fall to the ground.
Just remember a world without windows is like a heart without trust.
Knock down the wall and get rid of the dust…
Ron Vasko
Aug 2007
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a thought on June 11, 2007 8:03 am
"The funny thing about a firefighter is,,,Night and Day we are always firefighters.........."
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its all it takes on June 7, 2007 9:43 am
Hello
It amazes me for what I see in you.
From the moment our eyes met I knew this was true.
My body started to tingle and my heart began to race.
Those deep inviting eyes, that soft gentle face.
Your lips softly wet like fall’s mornings dew.
I wanted to be part of your life, this much I knew.
The touch from your hand as I looked into your eyes.
It made me want to be all yours; I am so willing to try.
My heart is all yours, tell me your heart is all mine.
From the moment you said hello, I knew this was a sign.
When our lips became one and our heart’s skipped a beat.
How could have one asked for a more delectable treat.
I want our souls to join as one, to walk hand in hand.
I want you to be all mine and part of my life’s plan.
We can accomplish our goals whatever the may be.
Just trust in our love, I beg you please.
Through sickness and in health or death do us part.
I am willing to give you it all, including my heart.
I want you to be my ray of hope when thing are bad.
To be my beautiful sunshine when I am feeling sad.
When we are apart I can tell you this.
You being yourself are what I will miss.
Like peas and carrots we were meant to be.
Our love will weather the roughest seas.
Let us dream of our future and forget our past.
Making memories of us, I know they will last.
For once in my life I feel so complete.
I have found soul mate, Oh what a treat.
When the moments go by and your not around.
I will try to smile on top of my frown.
Because you are my everything, my hope and dreams.
Sent to me from heaven, so it seams.
One day we will look back and remember the past.
Where did the years go, they went so fast.
For you are my laughter, my dreams, and my heart.
It all started from HELLO, what a simple start
In my last breath I hope to whisper your name.
My life was about your happiness, hoping I caused you no pain.
Because you were my sunshine and you gave me light.
Thank you my sunshine, for being my life....
Ron Vasko 2007
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One Day on June 7, 2007 9:42 am
“Our Hope”
My heart stops beating when I think of you.
You are truly special I know this to be true.
You feel so alone and lost inside.
Do you ask yourself questions and wonder why.
You do not feel you are what you need.
But you also do not see what other people may see.
I hear your voice and my heart starts to flutter.
These thoughts I am having, leaves my brain in clutter.
We sit for hours and talk on the phone.
I sit and dream of you, when I’m alone.
Your gentle touch and beautiful smile,
Makes me think how lucky I am, if only for a while.
Your friendship means so much I hope you know.
You make my heart feel warm, as it starts to glow.
What will happen to us I can only pray.
That I won’t wake and you will be gone one day.
I am here to protect you and help find your soul.
For this to me is my only goal.
The world need more people just like you.
I want you to know, I will be straight and true.
I know the consequences and have faced the facts.
I feel your love, through the way you act.
For time stands still when I hear your name.
I just want you to know this is no game.
I hope I can help you travel your road.
Just know with me around. You will never be alone.
I close my eyes and think of our first kiss
These are the things that I most miss.
I will never get tired with who you are.
You are like looking into the sky and seeing that distant star.
I will one day catch that star and be happy for life.
I just know my world would be better as long as we tried.
Ron Vasko 2006
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My Story Look Deeply into my poems ...You will see my story ..... The greatest thing in life is that we are not alone..... We all can take what I write and relate..... My story in alot of ways, is your story.. just change the names.... We may not be identical but in the end we are try to travel the same road.... I hope in the end we meet .... The road was never about the destination, It was always about how we got there.It was always about the trials and tribulation. It was the way we lived our lives ,the people we met and the way we deal with life.To me a story has a beggining and an end....How can I write my story when truley life is just begining for me... If you go through life and only learn one thing..... WHAT WOULD IT BE??? For me it is Live like its your last.....because some day it will be.....
I want to thank you for helping me with the chapters in my book of life..You are my ink and life is the pages... Lets live them like there our last.....
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