Powerful Angels
posted on 10/26/06 5:51 pm
I had someone not recognize me today. She worked in medical records and left before my WLS. She saw me today and was so amazed at the new me. I talk to others about perspective. I was feeling a little bad today because I have lost 177 pounds and still have a BMI that would qualify me for WLS. I will never be a size 10....so God sent me an angel that said how ravishing I look. Wasn't that just the kindest thing. I will never be a size 10, but let's think what else I will never be:
So full of pain, I can't walk on the beach.
So terrified of flying (that I can't fit in the seat) that I give up my grant reviewer position.
Full of skin rashes.
The list goes on. It's all about perspective. Sometimes I imagine 2 hands stretched out ot me. One is an angel full of love and kindness and righeous power (my angels are always amazon warrior princess') or a demon full of shame and doubt and pessimism. I have a choice of which hand to hold. I have to remember that every day.
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