I am being tested.  Am I an emotional eater?  I think so.  It's so hard. 
My life for four years has revolved around my dad and now he is gone.  I go from the terrible loss of dad to worring about settling his estate.  I have no 
idea what I am doing.  Hell I can't handle my own finances, but I know God only gives you what he knows you can take.  I have to be strong for my girls who are having a really hard time. While sitting at the hospital my weight was under 150 but today it is back to 156.  Its amazing that it comes back on so quick.  I know its really not all weight.  Family is so important and I hope that 4 people can all agree on things.  I am having such a hard time thinking we have to go thru daddy's house.  That is our whole life and the thought of it being gone thru and divided up is rough. 

Hoping to do something fun this weekend or maybe just a long walk and sitting by the fire with a little adult beverage as tolerated