My goal is to get throgh the surgery without backing out at the last minute.

I have been fat most of my life. I was up to 462 pounds at one time. I lost 100 pounds and put about half of it back on. I am now 418 pounds and schuled for surgery feb. 4.  Like many I am still having second thoughts. I just love to eat. After weighting it out,i decided not having joint pain and possibly not having phobias, surgery is the way to go.  My general health is fine.