Phew - this last week's topics - ALCOHOL.  It brings the crazy out in everyone apparently.  

I had to just let lose on someone cause they were calling all of us "Addictive personlities" and I'm just like WTH are you talking about!  If I had an addictive personality I'd be at the gym 24/7 like my best friend! 

Anyways - seems that people should be aware of alcohol but for goodness sakes figure out yourself! If you are addicted to food then you probably should try drinking.  You lost your best friend (aka food) so turning to other things will only make it worse.  Well unless maybe it's the gym. haha 

Some CRANKY people on here lately.  Is it that time of the month for everyone? I mean i know that's partially my excuse. haha

So, I got on the scale this weekend and it read 274.  Which means I had only lost 1 lb since I last weight myself the previous Thursday.  I thought wow that kind sucks but didn't think to much about it.  I did however say to myself this morning...hmmm I wonder - so I got on the scale and OMG 267. Are you kidding me??? 267!?!?!?! I about fainted!  I obviously had some water retention or something cause it was amazing seeing that number. 

I'm tired - probably from not going to be early and partly cause my energy level just isn't up yet.  I do know that I need to think about hitting the gym again.  So, I might try a couple days this week for about 20 min each time.  We'll see how it goes. 

 Well the last couple days were rough. TMI moment but wow I got backed up and couldn't go to the bathroom for a day and half. Worse feeling in my life. Finally things are back on track but took me about 3 days to feel better. My incisions are doing better it's still a bit uncomfortable to sleep but each night is getting better. Trying to get in all my protein and water and then 3 meals a day. It's hard cause I'm not really hungry. But I know it's important to get everything in. I had a moment yesterday were I was questioning all of this. It's rough emotionally as well as physically. I don't feel the same but yet I'm still me. It's strange feeling to deal with. I woke up this morning feeling better thank goodness which made things better.  I walked into the surgery at 288 and now I got on the scale and I'm at 275. Holy crap a week and half and down 13 lbs. cant beat that. Anyways I'll write more soon.