I spent 10 weeks a Fort Jackson runnning marching , running and sweting. I did it . I have joined the Army reserve and completed basci training. The pyscholgist told me to " blue sky" this experience. Made it with the help of God to 158 pounds
Just looking at Holiday food has made me slow down. I joined a group at the gym. Today we did physicall assements . I ddi like 19 pushups in one minute about 27 situps i a minuet and I ran a whole mile in 12 minutes. I was not liking the treadmill but I need to kick myself into fifth gear and lose the rest of this weight .
I was 250 and now that I am 179 I look in the mirror and sometimes wonder who that person is. Guys now make eye contact with me. I can not imagine getting any smaller everyday I have something iI try on that is too big imagine that. My new obession now that I do not eat food is making things neat and clean like my house car etc. I am just hoping that i can stop at my goal of 150 becaue i have lost over seventy pounds in less than five months. I workout everyday . I am hoping not to become anorexic and think that I am too fat . NOw my skin sags and of course the breasts too. I am hoping to have plastic surgery but wonder if I will truly be happy with my self if I am size six wth perky breasts.
I do not know where to begin. I am down to 179.6. I am so happy that I am not going to return to my previous weight. I can walk up hills with my stroller without passing out. I have been working my behind off literally at the gym. Some people have noticed a change and given me compliments. You know how women are with compliments we take them but hen we complain that our breasts are droopy. I thank God for Bariatric surgery. Only issue I am having is I seem to either be constipated or eliminating all my waste at once. I try to get in a lot of water and fiber and avoid sugar. I had my blood work done and everything is good but my cholesterol so I am taking Lipitor. My goal is to make it to 170 by the end of the year and then 160 by my birthday on Jan 29.
Bye for now
I have been trying to cross train my favorite classes a the gym are cardio kickboxing, the cardio dance classeslike hip hop, water aerobics and cycling. I aboslutely hate just walking on the treadmill or having a personal trainer tell me to do more reps. I was feeling confindent and wanted to try fitness yoga. I had the hardest time trying to sit indan style but I made it thru that . I made it thru about 25 minutes and gave up . I do want to work on strenth flexibility and balance but it was very hard. Maybe when I get smaller I will be able to do more activities susch as yoga and pilates. I really need to wokr on my core muscles because I have horrible posture and that is where all my fat is around the middle.
Like many others I have dieted my way to 260 pounds .I have tried almost every fad diet and pill out there. I would lose and then gain what I lost plus more. I have always been an active person.