Just under 48 hrs till my new life begains!!!

Oct 24, 2010

Wow, as I sit here sipping down my last pre surgery protein shake, I can not believe that the day I have been hoping, and waiting for , for what feels like so very long is finally almost here! Am I nervous, Little, but not about the surgery. I guess the reason I'm not is because I have complete faith in my doctor, second, and first of course, i have faith in the LORD! I know that he will be holding me in his loving hands while he will be guiding my surgeons hand through the entire operation. The thing that I am nervous about thigh is that i hope I am able to tolerate getting in all of the protein, and nutrients I need to have, and not have to many issues with all that. As I have been reading about many peoples journeys on this site, I have read some that have no problems, and others that do, But  no matter what is in store for me, I believed with all my heart that I am meant to have this surgery, and It will be the best gift I can give to myself, and to my kids, husband, and the rest of my loving supportive family! I am very blessed to have all of them on my side, and want for me to have the best quality of life possible, and want me to help me to love, and believe in myself, as much as they do. They all have been so great to me, and I am very lucky that my husbands work insurance approved this for me, but even with that It would still cost me over 6,000 dollars to pay my part of it all, and without my loving grandparents providing the backing of my part of the pay, I would not be able to have this done. I thank GOD every day that he has given me all the wonderful people, and opportunities to get to the place that I am at right now in my life! I am ready to start this next phase no matter what is in store for me. I will do my very best every day to make all the right choices for myself, and for all of the people who love me so very much. I am ready for my brand new day, and to live it in a physically, mentally, and emotionally new  way!    Blessings to all                                                  

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