ObesityHelp

Hello Everyone let me introduce my self My name is Aisha and i live Ga. i am 33 Years old i am a proud parent of five. well i have always struggled with my weight since child hood. being very obese as a child was hard growing up not being physically fit. to do the things that other children where able to do. and it just got worst as i got older in middle school going into high school. missed alot of special  things in school like prom and things didnt want to be a  big girl in a prom dress. so that took a tole on me. and now that i am Grown its really a struggle,very depressing i have alot of health problems due to being overweight. like asthma,thyroid desease,joint and knee problems back problems. maybe others i just haven't got check out for yet. but I'm just tired of being a heavy person. im tired of people Always saying you are soooooooooooooo Pretty you just need to lose weight. i know what i have to do. besides i want to be around for my children, i want to be able to Run a jump around with them for a chance. i hate even going anywhere because of my weight im just not comfortable in this body at All. i hide in Doors because its like. the stares that i get.i feel really embarresed. my son is in middle school  Right now and i can't even really  be supportive of him, i send my mom to participate  in school activities for him because I'm  scared of the fat jokes.I feel  like i am such an embarsement. and  I dont want to be to my Son, and the rest of my kids i want to have confidence and feel good about my self.  i am the only big person in my family on both sides. and i just feel really Akward being around them. my mom is the only one that supports me in that Area she hates that im over weight my mom has Always had the perfect figure. and she dont understand,that i done my self this way. s she will go to the extreme to help me.  so that's why i been considering weight loss surgrey. so hopefully one of this dayz i will be on the loser bench.