Todays Message on August 27, 2009 8:35 am
my message for today is..................
I Realize
Your foresight
my blindness
Your generosity
my selfishness
Your guidance
my resistance
Your dreams
My restlessness
Your desire to provide
my resistance to accept
Your subtleness
my liability
Your desire
my need
Your commitment
my lack of understanding
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Dreams on August 25, 2009 7:53 am
Everyone has dreams I know I have my share. I am learning to use my dreams and nightmares to guide me. Some may agree with this practice and others may not; and that is ok. Dreams and nightmares are defined by each of us differently. I know that dreams are a way of our brain helping us learn more about ourselves and our innner voice shouting when we don't listen in our waking hours. I had a dream over the week end and it was one where I was waking up every half hour or so and each time I went back to sleep I would start where it left off and I was able to take the sequence from begining to end.
Last night I had a wonderful dream. I dreamed Zell and I were walking along a road someplace and I was dressed in a pair of jeans but the jeans kept getting larger and larger and eventually they fell to the ground because I didn't have enough body to hold them up any longer. Thats always a good thing. lol
I hope that this dream is an indication that I am going to get what I need. ie the wls.
My worst nightmare is like that of others on the board, not to get the results they need/want.
Does anyone care to share thier dreams or nighmares?
TGIF rant and then some on August 21, 2009 11:01 am
Boy am I glad its friday. It seems as if this week had been a month long. It really sucks when, (and I know I shouldn't complain, and im not really,.... but ) you set for 8 hrs and only answer between 3 and 5 phone calls in an 8 hour period. At lest I have a job that pays quasi well and I have bennies meven tho they kinda suck right now. ie trying to get approval for wls.
Neither Zell nor I really wanted to be at work today but we showed up any way. He was the lucky one and was able to leave early.
I have begun looking into clinical trials for my wls. I have found two that I may qualify for. One in Hershey Pa and one in Canton Ohio. Of course Pa is closer that Ohio and it deals with the long term effects of wls on those with osteoarthritis of the knees.
Well I definatly qualify for that I have it in both knees ,documented and medical records to prove it.
I hope to hear from someone soon.
I still haven't heard from Obesity Law and Advocacy Center in California.
I also contacted a friend that may be able to help with a second appeal if I need to do one.
I have just about everything together for that.
I just had a few things to voice today nothing Super important
but felt like sharing
Ciao
Zells_lori is 'abuddingrose'
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out of sorts......... kinda on August 20, 2009 10:24 am
been feelin kind of out sorts this week. It hasn't really been a week just feelin blahhh. I didn't need to get in trouble with my supervisor for comming back from lunch or break late 12 times in July. I tried to explain that sometimes it can't be helped due to the meds that I take all have the same side effects. Ie urination from the water pill that is included with my blood pressure meds ( taking three pills ) and the one for cholestoral that makes me have exlposive visits to the can. In my work we are virtually chained to our desks with the exceptions of breaks and lunch. We are expected to schedule "bio" breaks for break time.
I now have to get a note from my PCP saying that I need to be allowed more time for "bio' breaks and i should not be penalized because of this. Then I got the due date for my cell bill crossed with another and it was late. Z was not happy about that.
Was going to go visit my kids this week end but decided to postpone for a month until I got the MRI and MRA out of the way and got the results.
Right now I just feel very tired and want to go to sleep. been that way for most of the week.
Oh well. onward and forward.
maybe thats why my face is red and my body is blue, I am running hot and cold. lol IE avatar.
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sometimes just sometimes lol HAHAHAHAHAHA on August 19, 2009 10:20 am
Ya know sometimes I just like being a menace to somepeople. Ie realtives and very close friends. lol. I found one of my sisters-in-law on FB. I messaged her with "peek a boo I see you. Guess who"
sis-in-law "How is baby morgan doing today and Lori where is your pic?"
my reply " i don't who baby morgan is and as for my pic I haven't posted it yet"
sis-in-law "then I don't know who you are, how did you get my mo and do I know you?
my reply: Yes you do
She will never figure out who I am until I actually spell it out for her because she doesn't know my first name and my brothers last name and mine are different.
Needless to say my brother and his wife are not as close as I would like to be. I canthank my daughter and ex husband for that. (another story anther time).
I like annoying her because she deserves it. The last time I went to visit my brother she made the excuse she had to go to work and kept commign back every 20 minutes to see if I was still there.
Eventually I will "tell her" who I am but not until I have a little more fun.
just had to share a bit of meniacle humor with ya'all
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