http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/abuddingrose's Bloghttp://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2010/09/05/no-regrets/Sun, 05 Sep 2010 05:02:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2010/09/05/no-regrets/Good Sunday morning, it is Labor Day weekend and I am 10 days out of wls (RNY) surgery.  I am so glad it I had it done even though I am still in the recovery stage. Taking into consideration that I weighed 260 when I was discharged and now weigh 241.8 ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/15/the-end-of-the-internet---/Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:22:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/15/the-end-of-the-internet---/IS it possible?  Why Not!!! I had an idea.  I was surfing the net and thought I would check out the local colleges and see what it would take to earn a degree in nursing.  Sound crazy?  Maybe, considering my age (51).  How ever my parents always said your never too old ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/08/refusing-ot-take-things-lying-down/Tue, 08 Sep 2009 10:23:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/08/refusing-ot-take-things-lying-down/I was supposed to have surgery today and begin to get healthier.  We all know that didn't happen and why.  I refuse to take things lying down or to take NO for a FINAL ANSWER.<br/><br/>I have spent too much time on the sidelines.  I have made an appointment with a trainer at my gym to ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/02/my-soap-opera/Wed, 02 Sep 2009 12:50:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/02/my-soap-opera/ I feel I should explain why I posted the request for clothing for my son. I will try to be brief as not to bore anyone.<br /> I was married for 25+ years to a man that was manipulative to every one in his life.  We had two children together and since I never ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/01/up-down-and-all-around/Tue, 01 Sep 2009 12:07:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/09/01/up-down-and-all-around/ I am up , down and all around this week.  I try so hard to stay focused on the end of the journey but it gets so difficult when all you hit are road blocks.  Not that I did't expect a fight at the very begining. Just gets frustraiting when something ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/27/ok-todays-message----------is-----------------------------/Thu, 27 Aug 2009 08:35:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/27/ok-todays-message----------is-----------------------------/   <br /> my message for today is..................<br/><br/>I Realize     Your foresight my blindness   Your generosity my selfishness   Your guidance my resistance   Your dreams My restlessness   Your desire to provide my resistance to accept   Your subtleness my liability   Your desire my need   Your commitment my lack of understanding       <br /> http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/25/dreams-and-nightmares/Tue, 25 Aug 2009 07:53:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/25/dreams-and-nightmares/Everyone has dreams I know I have my share.  I am learning to use my dreams and nightmares to guide me.  Some may agree with this practice and others may not; and that is ok.   Dreams and nightmares are defined by each of us differently.  I know that dreams are ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/21/tgif-/Fri, 21 Aug 2009 11:01:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/21/tgif-/Boy am I glad its friday.  It seems as if this week had been a month long.   It really sucks when, (and I know I shouldn't complain, and im not really,.... but ) you set for 8 hrs and only answer between 3 and 5 phone calls in an 8 hour ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/20/out-of-sorts----------kinda-/Thu, 20 Aug 2009 10:24:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/20/out-of-sorts----------kinda-/been feelin kind of out sorts this week.  It hasn't really been a week just feelin blahhh.   I didn't need to get in trouble with my supervisor for comming back from lunch or break late 12 times in July.  I tried to explain that sometimes it can't be helped due to ... http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/19/sometimes-just-sometimes-lol-hahahahahaha/Wed, 19 Aug 2009 10:20:00 -0700http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/abuddingrose/blog/2009/08/19/sometimes-just-sometimes-lol-hahahahahaha/Ya know sometimes I just like being a menace to somepeople. Ie realtives and very close friends.  lol.  I found one of my sisters-in-law on FB.  I messaged her with "peek a boo I see you.  Guess who"  <br /> sis-in-law  "How is baby morgan doing today and Lori where is your pic?"  <br /> my reply  ...