Alright, Go ME Go!!!

Wow, wish I felt better though! :(

Pre-op and Post-op that I've lost, I can't believe how different I feel. Another 100+ pounds to go and I KNOW I CAN DO IT!

I hate being afraid, but that's just what I am right now. I don't like the way I feel ~ moreso just trying to get my stomach back to whatever normal may be.

I don't regret my decision to have my RNY, I knew/know that the recovery process would be difficult but I guess doing and being in the unknown scares me.

I wish the intimidation factor would settle down for me a bit, every new sensation scares me, hoping it's normal ~ and it is but I stll have some fears.

Talked with Beth (my Nutritionist) and she assured me that everything I am doing is right and what I am experiencing is normal as well.

I wish I could skip the initial recovery stage and be a few weeks down the road, but I have to earn my wings!!!!