I am just big.

Dec 28, 2011

I am big!! I work in a fish plant 12 hours a day. I have no health insurance, I am sick of being big. I cant stand to see myself naked in a mirror, it is so ugly. I am 5 ft 7 inches tall. I am constanly working not like i am sitting at home eating and watching TV. My friend recently had her gastic surgery and she lost alot of weigh, but she ate herself there. NOW she is getting another one. She is an american Indian so her surgery is being paid for infull. I seem to resent this cause she is doing it to herself, she doesnt work, sits and eats every chance she get, I work and cant get no where. She is even recieving a belly tuck.. how sweet is that. I diet, it is a joke i lose weigh so slow, I wanna feel good and thin for me, and be able to look at my self with or without clothe on.. I am happy with me, just not my weigh. I have lugged this weigh for years have lost any really havent gained any. Poeple are pretty impressed about how i get around. When not working I find myself a little more sicker then usually .. Cough/flu/cold... sometime even sleeping a little more. I am married my husband doesnt say much about my weigh, except he does care of my tummy flap.. I have had 4 children perviously to marring him.. I am just big and I wanna know how can i get surgery.. I am sick of looking at me

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