Alaskasnowflake
Why cant they tell me why I am over weight!! Why....
Dec 29, 2011
Funny how i put that. When i was younger I was fit and strong and not over weigh. IT wasnt until my pregnancy my body just exploded. over 24 years it took me to get 389 lbs, I never gained it fast, it crept up on it slowly.I have always worked. I work in fish plants I am extremely strong, so it not like it am as other put it (fat and sloppy) i carry my weigh well, and when i tell someone my weigh they can believe it. I dont know if its them being polite about it. One thing I hate about myself, is my arms and my stomach. For some reason i was.. notice was happy with my legs until the other day. i notice them in a full faced mirror. and i was very unhappy with the way I looked. I know how i got this way, it was food,and stress, my husgand and i was talking and he said for how little i eat there is something wrong. I have a friend who has had gastric bypass and before that she just sits and eat, the same thing with her daughter, sometime this january she goes back under the knife, to get her stomach again small.. but she still sits and eats ... i watch her. and it amazes me. okay back to me, I have been to doctors, they said it was my thyroid,, my wiegh gain is from eating.. I work 12 hours sometimes 16 hours depending on how much fish we have. I eat when it is meal time. I eat fruit at break times. I dont go back for seconds. I love salads, so eat alot of thoses, meat one slice, and vegetables,, love them and milk or a diet soda but not always a diet soda.. that is how my day is.. i eat everthing in modesty.. then i was told stress is a factor.. Well if that is the case. I am a worry wart... I worry all the time even about the o-zone layer.. this is really being therapidic right now for me.. and its free, talking like this, But anywho, I ask myself why am I BIG.. Obesed?? what is wrong. why me, I am the heaviest, the roundest, of all my family.. what am I doing wrong.. that is what hurts.. but i am trying to get heathly cause the doctors here in alaska cant anwser me this, why am I big.. what am i doing wrong.. why cant THEY " the so call experts tell me what is wrong with my body..
