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on May 28, 2008 10:46 am
Requirements in process---my appt w/Nutritionist is on Fri. and I guess I'm not that excited. I am sooooo ready to get this long process overwith it's just not even funny. I feel like I'm a prisoner to the insurance company and they want me to do 6 months 'time' and then I can be released. Luckily it's not 'time' in the joint but it kindof feels like that's what it would be like--I assume it would be anyway. I am trying to stay encouraged and keep my hopes up. I know that they are going to give me a plan to follow so I am prepared for that. Patience is a virtue. I don't have a lot of patience these days. I just feel like my whole life is consummed with taking care of my twins and work--no extra activities or adult activities I should say included. This whole work-life-balance is so extra hard and stressful on a single parent. I didn't intend to vent on this blog but it looks like I have. I need to get off the pitty wagon. Just don't know how right about now...
This is going to push this surgery so far out that I hate to say this but I 'could' and I will use that term very loosely just about loose the weight myself or atleast 'some' in that amount of time. I am desperate and need help--thus my NEED for surgery. I am completely out of control and have reached a breaking point---and they want me to go on a DIET. OMG this is crazy!!! but I understand it's part of the Insurance GAME. If I want them to pay for this surgery (and I do) then I must PLAY the game. Ok, I got that out. Venting for the day complete. That being said I've already got an appt set for Mon w/ PCP to get this GAME started...
