I hope everyone is great. Im doing fabulous. I have tried uploading new pics, but it did not work. I wanted to drop in and spread some love but I will be back soon. love and miss you all Alphaluv 1

HELLO  EVERYONE,

   I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL, I AM FEELING A LITTLE DISCOURAGED TODAY. I AM HAVING MY FIRST REAL STALL, I HAVE NOT LOST ANY WEIGHT FOR NEARLY A MONTH. I AM LOSING INCHES BECAUSE OF HOW MY CLOTHES FIT BUT, I AM REALLY TRYING TO LOSE THE FINAL 40LBS TO REACH MY GOAL WEIGHT OF 140. I AM SUPER SHORT SO IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT FOR ME TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT. I STARTED WORKING OUT WITH A TRAINER AGAIN BECAUSE I HOPE THIS WILL SPEED THINGS UP. I WANT TO BE IN A 10 BY XMAS AND WE ARE GOING TO BE GOING TO NYC IN MARCH AND I PLAN TO DO SOME SHOPPING WHILE I'M THERE , SO I DEFINITELY HAVE TO BE AT GOAL BY THEN. OHHH, I DON'T WANT TO SOUND UNGRATEFUL BECAUSE GOD KNOWS I AM, BUT I REALLY WANT TO GET TO MY GOAL BY THEN BECAUSE I WILL BE NE YEAR OUT IN MARCH...... LORD, PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH.

 HELLO FAMILY,
   I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL, BECAUSE YOU ALL LOOK SIMPLY FANTASTIC! I HAVE BEEN AWAY AND I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY. I DO CHECK IN FROM TIME TO TIME BUT HAVE NOT POSTED AS OFTEN AS I WOULD LIKE. I AM NOW ENROLLED IN SCHOOL AND WORKING TOWARDS MY MASTERS IN NURSING. IT HAS BEEN MORE THAN 20 YRS SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN SCHOOL, BUT I CAN DO IT! WEIGHT LOSS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE AND IF I CAN DO THAT I FEEL I CAN DO ANYTHING. I HAVE A VERY STRONG SUPPORT SYSTEM AND I THANK GOD FOR THAT. I AM WORKING AND FEELING ENERGIZED. I HAVE HIT A STALL, BUT IT'S OKAY. I KNOW THIS IS NORMAL. I AM NOW WEARING A SIZE 10/12 IN SLACKS, MEDIUM TOPS AND SZ 7 IN SHOES. I AM SO EXCITED, I FEEL GOOD AND I LOOK GOOD. I LOVE WHAT I SEE WHEN I LOOK AT ME IN THE MIRROR :)
   LET ME TELL YOU LADIES, I STILL HAVE SUCH A LONG WAY TO GO BUT I KNOW I CAN DO IT. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MY 7/8 AND I AM SO CLOSE. LIFE IS GOOD AND I AM GRATEFUL TO THE OPPORTUNITIES GOD HAS BESTOWED UPON ME. I AM LOVING THIS JOURNEY AND I LOVE BEING MARRIED. I HAVE THE GREATEST HUSBAND EVER. HE LOVED ME JUST AS I WAS AND LOVES ME EVEN MORE. I LOVE THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE IS CHECKING ME OUT. I AM SO BLESSED. LET ME TELL YOU LADIES, YOU HAVE TO HOLD ON AND WAIT FOR MR. RIGHT BECAUSE HE IS OUT THERE.JUST DO NOT SETTLE FOR LESS THAN YOU DESERVE. I AM AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT BEING A VIRTUAL WOMAN AND WAITING ON GOD WILL DO. BELIEVE ME, I HAVE KISSED A FROG OR TWO BEFORE MY KING FOUND ME.... WELL LADIES, I HAVE SOME STUDYING TO DO BUT, I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW ALTHOUGH I MAY NOT POST ALL THE TIME I AM WITH YOU IN SPIRIT. 
   BE BLESSED, HAPPY, HEALTHY AND SEXY.... HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL.

                                                                                   ALPHALUV1

SO I'M GOING TO MAKE THIS SHORT AND SWEET, BUT I HAD TO SHARE. WELL, I BOUGHT LIKE 8 BRAS FROM LANE BRYANT A FEW WEEKS AGO WHEN THEY HAD THE B2G2 FREE PROMO. I HAD A TOTAL OF 16 AND I BOUGHT THEM IN ALL DIFFERENT SIZES BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD BE LOSING AND THEY WOULD GET BIG SOON. WELL, I HAD FOUR THAT I NEVER WORE AND THEY WERE TOO BIG. WHEN I GOT THERE AND DID MY EXCHANGE I SAW A SKIRT ON DISPLAY AND EXPRESSED HOW MUCH I LIKED IT,I SAID I WANTED TO TRY IT ON TO SEE HOW IT LOOKS ON. THE ASSOCIATE SAID TO ME IN THE SWEETEST TONE, MA'AM WE DON'T CARRY YOUR SIZE. I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL THAT WAS A WOW MOMENT... I FORGOT THAT I WAS NO LONGER A PLUS SIZE. I AM NOW IN A VERY COMFY MISSES 12, I HAD TO PROCESS IT ALL. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING. AS A MATTER OF FACT I REALIZED TODAY THAT IF MY BOOBS GO DOWN ANYMORE I WON'T BE ABLE TO WEAR THEIR BRAS EITHER. NOW, FAMILY... I LOVE THE WAY I LOOK, I THANK GOD FOR THE SURGERY AND A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE BUT I ALSO LOVE THE BRAS AND SPANKS AT LANE BRYANT:)  WOW, I HAVE TO START SEARCHING FOR REALLY GOOD BRAS IN SMALLER SIZES. WELL, THE GOOD PART IS I WON'T BE PAYING SO MUCH MONEY ON BRAS.
    WOW, I AM AMAZED AT HOW FAR I HAVE COME, I MUST BE HONEST FAMILY, I DO WANT TO LOSE AT LEAST 50 MORE LBS BUT IF I DIDN'T I AM SO HAPPY OF WHERE I AM NOW. WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I LOVE WHAT I SEE. WHAT IS REALLY FUNNY IS WHEN MY CLIENTS SAY TO ME " I DID NOT KNOW IT WAS YOU UNTIL I HEARD YOUR VOICE" REALLY? THAT IS ALSO A WOW MOMENT. AND MY HUSBAND SAYS WHEN HE'S HOLDING ME AND I'M LAYING ON MY SIDE HE CAN FEEL MY HIP BONE AND HE HAS NEVER FELT THAT BEFORE ( HUH,HE DOES NOT KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS THAT HE HAS NEVER FELT BEFORE) LOL. FAMILY, I LOVE THIS JOURNEY AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU. SO IF ANYONE CAN SUGGEST REALLY GOOD SHAPERS AND BRAS PLEASE LET ME KNOW, I WILL BE IN A 36DD SOON. I'M SO HAPPY I AM GETTING SMALLER AROUND BUT I HAVE ONLY GONE DONE MOSTLY IN THE CUP... I WAS A 44DDD AND NOW I AM A 38DD. WELL, I WILL SAY BYE FOR NOW... SMOOCHES.

                                                                       ALPHALUV1

 Hello Everyone,
    I would begin by saying I'm so proud of myself. At times it is really hard for me to post as often as I would like, but as I promised I would try and today I am actually doing it. 6 months ago today I made the biggest decision of my life...I TOOK CONTROL AND CLAIMED MY FUTURE! It has not been easy, but I would do it all over. The day of my surgery I weighed in at 268 lbs, I wore a size 20/22 or 2x and my  shoes were a size 8.   


   Today I weigh in at 196, I am size 12( 14's depending on the cut), I wear a large  and my shoes are between a 7 and 7 1/2. I got married to the greatest man last month, my confidence was already through the roof but now it's a force to reckon with. I feel good, I look good and my life is GREAT! Everyday I thank God for the people I have encountered here. There were so many nights I would just stay up and look at the pictures wondering if I could do it too and now I have. I never wanted or do I want to be a 5 or 6..I love my body, my booty, my curves and my waistline. I think for myself I want to be in a 9/10 and I will be satisfied.


   I have started researching surgeons because I am going to have some work done, I am just waiting to get to my one year anniversary, by that time I believe my weight will stabilize some. I think I want to have a tummy tuck, breast lift and injections if I need them, I want my thighs and arms done. I know it's really early but I am a proactive type of woman. Hopefully in a year the list will go down but today the hubby knows what the plan is... AND HAS AGREED TO LET ME HAVE IT DONE  I TOLD HIM I AM GOING TO BE YOUR TROPHY WIFE... SOMEWHAT LIKE ICE T AND COCO HE SAID" YOU ARE ALREADY MY TROPHY WIFE...AWWWW HE IS THE BEST!!!


   I am very happy, I thank God because it is only through him that it is all possible. If I had to leave you all with one thing I would say LIVE, LAUGH & LOVE.... It makes all the difference. Do what it takes to make yourself happy, even if that means someone else may not be. You ;live once and we have all been given a second chance so what you do with it is on you. Well, I must say bye for now, I will upload some more pics soon. Love you all and I wish you all continued success and happiness.


                                                       MRS ALPHALUV1