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Another week with no weight loss .  But at least I'm not gaining so that is a good thing . I ate a little better I still need to work on my menu a little bit more for some better choices - I think it might be time to start tracking what I eat again too.  It will give me a better idea where I need to tweek things.

On an overall life note - I feel like I might me falling into a depression stage.  I take all my meds just as I am supose to.  But each day I feel a little more down.  I'm starting to feel like everyone at work doesn't like me any more.  Which of course makes me want to withdraw but I'm a temp and I want to get hired so I don't want to withdraw because that makes me seem like I'm not a team player.  I'm really trying to fake happiness but I'm just feeling kinda shitty over the course of this week.  I do go see the doctor next Friday for a head check maybe we need to tweek my meds.

I really hope next week is a better week.

I CAN WALK

I got the doctor's approvel this morning I'm allowed to walk again.   I get to trade in my wheelchair and walking boot for a small ankle brace.  I get to wear both my sneakers again!!!!

I get to drive myself again too - which could be dangerous because now I can take myself out for shopping.  I'll have to be careful.  

I just can't stop grinning

Weekly Check In:
I lost 40lbs this week - My wheelchair - I didn't lose any weight myself but I lost that wheelchair so who cares about no loss.

That is the question

I go for another follow up visit to Dr. C's office tomorrow and I just don't know if I need another fill or not.  I'm losing and I seem to have restriction at least for breakfast and lunch but come dinner time I can eat more than a cup of food.  What does this mean??  How do you know when your where you need to be with fills?  I just don't know I will discuss everything with them tomorrow and see what they think.

Is this even possible - I lost another 2lbs this week and I was bad.   Ate all kinds of things I shouldn't have and I ate out almost everyday.  I've been eating a lot of chips and chocolate this week I think TOM is right around the corner.  I really thought I would have gained weight this week and I expected it - so got a really nice surprise.

Foot update: I am able to put a little bit of weight on the foot and walk as long as I use my walker so I can't go far because it is exhausting but we are making progress.  I have noticed since I've started to walk on it a bit - mind you with light weight  - that the tendon feels tight and a bit sore - but I guess I would be sore too if I hadn't been used in 2 months.  I just can't believe its been two months well at least on the 10th it will be 2 months.  I see the doctor again on the 13th so we will see what news he has for me.

NSV: Went to Lane Bryant yesterday and asked the sales girl to help measure me to get my correct bra size - 42D - I was a 48D - so I feel really good right now plus they had a sale on some of the bras 2 for $20 so I bought some really cute bras - not the same old white cotton boring ones I've been wearing for years.  Such exciting news!!

4th of July had another PB this time it was Arby's I was eating in the car mind you I wasn't driving - I was in the passage seat but it happened again.  I really need to be careful - but I really think it has to do with my posture.  I need to make sure I'm sitting straight up and I chew really well.

NSV: I was able to wear my class ring from high school - the bad part my wedding ring keeps falling of so I had to put my class ring in its place - time for another sizer on the wedding ring.