well...i went over to europe for a little more then two weeks....i went to london rome and paris...i think im stil to fat for all the walking that i did but i guess everyone was in the same boat i was exhausted lots of walking i could have never done this at 400lbs it was great makes me want to do more makes me want to never stop...i missed out on a lot being big...im still fat but im not circus fat im normal society fat and im okay with that....i am almost a year out..a year that flew by that i dont remember...a year of crazy changes and to think a year ago i thought i would know who i was i thought i was going to have myself figured out...i literaly am starting all over again..i have no idea who i am no idea who i will in a year..my life no longer directly revolves around my weight loss...it needs to start because im not done there is a lot moer weight i wanna lose...but i have to be realistic i know as well...ever since 6months out my weight was really slow losing but it did every once and while and im about 175lbs down all together since i started losing weight pre op and now post op.....i wanna share some pictures from my trip so enjoy :)


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(dont worry i didnt eat it all)

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(trucking along)

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blog update coming soon....webcam fixed yayyy

quick update i just realized to myself that i have lost 140lbs from my highest known weight...thats a lot...literally that is my best friend shes 140lbs i lost her...thats crazy it kinda brought a year to my eye...ive lost 90lbs since surgery i get selfish and feel like i should be losing more but i am fucking happy and i dont care i have a crazy insane supportive boyfriend and i have made myself happy and now i can work on making someone happy along with letting them make me happy