I figured it was time for another blog, since It's been over a week! Things are going good. Work out wise I'm doing great! Though I think I may be being to hard on myself, but if I'm not hard on myself now, then theres always the possibility of letting myself slip, and that's the last thing I want! Currently I'm working out 7 days a week. However I missed one day last week!
Last night I went out with some friends to a watch a band play. It was a fun night.
Weight wise, when I weighed myself today I was down to 232. That's a total loss of 45 lbs in less than 7 weeks. I have no idea if thats below normal, average, or low? If anyone knows let me know! haha.
I feel like sometimes I get overly anxious about just losing all my weight. I'm sure everyone has experienced this at some point in time. I know I have to sit back, and relax and realize that it all will come off sooner or later as long as I work at it, but sometimes that thought is hard!
I feel I'm doing good on my eating habbits. I have mainly been sticking to tuna fish, cheese, some chicken, cottage cheese. Right now my main concern is protein. I'm allowed to have broccoli, but I can barely finish the protein so why waste what little room I do have on something else. I will sometimes however try to get in a few bites. Water wise, I'm doing AMAZING! I'm really proud of my ability to get in my daily water amount!
There are many things I need to work on. I'm sure everyone has a least some aspect that they need to work on. My goals are to consistantly write down and measure what I eat. I do it often(measuring) but not all the time. As for a food diary, I def need to work on that! Anyway! Hope everyones doing well!

I feel amazing. It's weird what this journey does to you. Sometimes I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster! So high on life, generally after I've gone down a pant size, seen a picture of myself, and other times... it's low, feeling like I'm not doing things right, or I may be causing myself to fail in the long run..... Worrying.
Today, I feel amazing. I posted 2 new pictures of myself on here today. Me weighing 239 lbs. I looked at them, and I look great! I'm not trying to sound conceited, but I feel amazing about myself right now!
Granted, I think I look great, I still somewhat feel completely unattractive. I'm sure my self esteem will go up, trust me it goes up tremendously whenever I take an amazing picture of myself.
I haven't felt this confident about full body pictures in a long time. Generally I felt ackward taking them.

Work wise, I'm back in the 3rd shift groove. Woo hoo.
I'm looking forward to Halloween. Things are really going good! I have this amazing tool in my life, an amazing God, great friends, and even more amazing loved ones.

I'm Happy!

 

 

 

 

So I went shopping at Torrid today, and bought my halloween costume.
I'm super stoked! Heres a picture!

So as of tomorrow I'm 4 weeks out. I go back to work tonight. Bah to work, but I feel great. I'm keeping down food really good, getting my liquids in.
As for protein shakes........ I so can't do the kind I was using. I ended up switching to muscle milk. It's much more expensive, but so worth it. It goes down amazingly. Thanks to the boyfriend I'm hooked.
I'm getting kind of bored with my food. I need to find ways to mix it up. Though I do have to say......... I'm craving a pickle! OMGOSH! lol.
After next week I'm sure I'll move to a new stage of my diet. So this too will be good. I do miss my veggies.
Life's doing good. As of today I weigh 246.
I'm so ready to be 230!