I'm so excited! I'm finally starting to feel better. Now I can start walking like I used to. Hopefully the pounds will come off a little faster then. My clothes are starting to be big on me already! I'm going to have to get a second job so I can buy my new wardrobe! I can't wait until ALL of the pain is gone and I know how much I can eat before feeling really full. I'm kind of surprised how long it takes for me to feel full after eating. Oh well, it's still great!

Well,I survived the surgery! It wasn't as bad as I thought. The hospital staff kept remarking on how well I was recovering. I feel pretty good but after day 5, I was hungry! I was under the expectation that I wouldn't be hungry. What's going on? I hope that this works because that was a lot to go through for this not to work. I know it's going to take a lot of hard work on my part too.

MAY 29!!! Wow! I'm still in shock.

Well that didn't take too long. Thank God, my insurance company approved the surgery! Now I have to call the surgeon on Monday and set up a date! I'm sooooooo excited!

I'm a nervous wreck. My life is in someone else's hands. I want to have this surgery more than anything else in the world. I've given of myself to everyone else but now it's my turn. I need my insurance company to not give me any hassles. Wishful thinking?