Well I am now a little over a month out of surgery. Had an allergic reaction to my stitches and have a seeping (still) surgical wound. Nothing to major and not many people get either but I guess I'm the lucky one who did. I'm down almost 50 pounds already. I'm also off 2 medications. Had a girls make over day with my mom. Got a new hair style and color and new outfits. Thanks Mom! So over all things are going well. This sure is a both good and hard adventure to be doing. But I am sure things will be great.

 It is 1 week before surgery and I am so nervous that I can not sleep.   I hope this doesn't last until surgery day or I am going to be on super tired walking zombie girl. I just need to keep reminding myself this is for the better of my life.