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on January 4, 2008 6:11 am
Sadly I had get a partial Hysterectomy (only my uterus was removed)due to a unrepairable prolapsed Uterus. I also had to have a birch bladder repair and Anterior/Posterior repair to my vagina. I know that all this damage was caused by my former Obesity. My one and only pregnancy/child birth was a breeze and my son weight in at a low 6lbs. Now looking back before Aidens birth I had many symptoms and didn't know it because I had no pain.
I have experience so many emotions from having to have Hysterectomy. I have taken turns been sad mad pissed hurt ANGRY at myself for yet more damage I have done to myself with fat. I wanted one more chance to bring another baby into this world. I went 33yrs before getting pregnant with Aiden and I love been a mom more than any thin can feel. I love been a mom more than any drink can drown my sorrows in, I love been a mom more than an plastic surgery can ever make me look, I love my son more than any lotto winning could ever feel. AND more than ever I wanted to give Aiden a brother or sister. I have long deep dark feelings of replacing the relationship me and my only sibling Jamie (my brother) had cut short by his suicide. All too sad to really even think to hard and long on.
God saved his best baby for me he has blessed me with the cutest meanest orneriest little boy ever. Bart Simpson would be jealous of the mischievous things my little on can think up :) And I love every minute of it.
Be the first to leave a comment.I have experience so many emotions from having to have Hysterectomy. I have taken turns been sad mad pissed hurt ANGRY at myself for yet more damage I have done to myself with fat. I wanted one more chance to bring another baby into this world. I went 33yrs before getting pregnant with Aiden and I love been a mom more than any thin can feel. I love been a mom more than any drink can drown my sorrows in, I love been a mom more than an plastic surgery can ever make me look, I love my son more than any lotto winning could ever feel. AND more than ever I wanted to give Aiden a brother or sister. I have long deep dark feelings of replacing the relationship me and my only sibling Jamie (my brother) had cut short by his suicide. All too sad to really even think to hard and long on.
God saved his best baby for me he has blessed me with the cutest meanest orneriest little boy ever. Bart Simpson would be jealous of the mischievous things my little on can think up :) And I love every minute of it.
