calorie counting has been put on hold for finals, but things are alright. I'm still not fitting into a lot of stuff, but I did lose an inch or so... I think..and 3 lbs total.

today was really good for me though, for a completely different reason. I've been having a really hard time with my church. I just feel like people aren't gonna let me into this group, and it's driving me a little crazy. Anyway, tonight was so nice because this great girl named mandy was like, "I really like you! I like how honest you are, and..." kinda went into how I don't bs everyone, and she thinks that's refreshing. It was just really heartfelt and needed at this moment, as I've been teetering around wondering if I am ever going to be accepted for who I am there. So, that was what I needed to keep getting me through.

I also made a kick-ass gumbo, if I do say so myself. Gainesville is unlike Miami in that it's epically cold, so I have that going for me.

houston in like 5 days!