7/29 Today I had so much to do, but I woke up sick my body hurts all over I have a temp. i really feel bad and i had so much to do. I read IN post everyone is doing great losing and feeling the difference ,I recieved a call from Manage Care from medicaid select they call every 4 months to check on me. The last time they called I told them I planning to have WLS. This person thought I would have had it by now . He told me NOT TO GIVE UP . He stated that if a met medicare guidelines I would most likely met medicaid select guidelines. I am very concern re: having only 2 support meetings he felt I would have time before surgery to get another one. I told him i plan to continue going way after surgery.  I love attenting support meeting I get so much good feedback from them. I feel terrible i hope this post makes sense.

July 27, Almost fell 2 times today. My left knee is wanting to buckle up on me when I walk. It really scares me. I bend the left knee and i get so upset. I even had a had time standing very long. Its getting where I can't do anything. I am sad and depressed today hopefully friday will be better. Oh i did get a return call from Community hostipal south RE: my records from the last years they will mail after I fax my info and permission. Today isn't so bad after all.

July 26, Last night I told everyone by post that I have a knew doctor/hospital. Everyone was thrilled I was now going to St V's but not many knew Dr Kadeabk. But, I think everything will be fine with Dr K. I did a lot of homework before making this change. I read all the post re: how people who had him to their surgery feel good and safe with him. I read about him on his site too.

July 25, Tried to call Sylvia at Dr K's offive she on vacation till Wed.
re:only have had 2 meeting in before Aug.2nd. I pray this doesn't cause a major problem. My friend was suppose to take to my 3rd meeting isn't going to be able too , she fell and hurt wrist pretty bad. I have made so many calls and can't find anyone available for today. I keep praying.